It's 3 a.m. n there's some kinda feelin inside me.. like a soul inside me.. filling up my mind n not allowing it to think about nethin else.. filling up my heart n not allowing it to beat for anybody else but "U".. memories rushing thru lik i've lived a fairy tale.. n it's now over.. all i can do is stand here n c u becumin sum1 else's.. dunno if i shud feel happy for u or sad for myself.. but i'm handicapped n hav to jus stand n watch..

It's been a while since i stood in front of my wardrobe n thought what to wear
It's been a while since i truly felt happy from deep within my heart
It's been a while since i felt special
It's been a while since i have waited for the next meet evn though i had met u jus an hour back coz i hav nothing to wait for nemore
It's been a while since i felt lik i was a free bird flying high up in the air
It's been a while since sum1 waited for me for hours n yet welcomed me wid a warm hug
It's been a while since all my wishes were fulfilled no matter what
It's been a while since i've lived a fearless life
It's been a while since v sat on the rocks lukin at d sea n having a silent moment when v nu wat v both r thinkin about
It's been a while since i slept peacefully thinkin abt beautiful moments n having d best dreams eva
It's been a while since i held ur arms n walked bare footed on d streets of mumbai
It's been a while since sum1 reli cared for me so much dat he wudnt sleep till 4a.m. jus coz he cudnt see tears in my eyes
It's been a while since i was pampered like a princess
It's been a while since i felt like i'm in heaven
It's been a while since sum1 cam to meet me all d way evn though he was running thru high fever
It's been a while since my 10 min phone call seemed lik 30 mins phone call
It's been a while since i could proudly announce dat u were MINE and had all the rights on u
It's been a while since i cud spill my heart out to sum1
It's been a while since lying, sneaking out n bunking was never a big deal jus coz u wer my strength n now i feel incomplete n weak
It's been a while since i fought for stupid reasons to the extent of bringing u to senses afta being sloshed n sleepy
It's been a while since i danced lik no1's watching all thru d nyt
It's been a while since i had coffee over endless conversations, sumtims pleasant n sumtims unpleasant
It's been a while since i craved to hear ur feelings
It's been a while since i tried making u understand my situation n my feelings
It's been a while for endless number of things
I miss missing you

Special n memorable moments, doing endless number of things for each oder, crying, never leaving out a chance to see u n big toks on hu will b wher in d futur, all of dis leaves u there n leaves me ere..

But..
I had d best 2+ yrs of my life..
I miss my FAIRY TALE n i still hope it hasnt ended as yet coz fairy tales always have a happy ending..